So, the weekend is over. A very eventful, any by that I mean, completely distilled psychosis filled, weekend. Let me take you through it. It involves some very saucy details. Read through it.
Saturday
1345 - Waking up, getting ready and changing.
1410 - Lunching while talking to my aunts leaving for America.
1445 - Lounging while talking to my aunts leaving for America.
1545 - Trying to somehow stuff two suitcases worth of stuff into one suitcase.
1548 - Sitting on a suitcase and getting someone to apply immense force to close the suitcase.
1552 - Standing on the suitcase with my sister sitting on it and everyone else pulling on the zipper that eventually closed and packed the suitcase.
1555 - Applying same procedure to the other three pieces of luggage.
1630 - Tightly tying all of pieces of luggage that look like balloons by now.
1700 - Started screaming at everyone to hurry up since we are late for the airport.
1945 - Leaving for the airport.
2150 - Getting back from the airport.
2200 - The guy I was supposed to have sex with (yes, you are not drunk, you read it right, I finally managed it) told me that tonight is not an option (it is me, that the hell else did you expect?).
2205 - Extremely depressed
2215 - Left for a friend's house instead, happy and depressed at the same time.
Sunday -
0015 - Entered a coffee shop that was full and turned us out. Go to hell 'Caffeine'.
0030 - Had two cups of extremely bitter and extreme strong coffee.
0100 - My friend and I started movie - The Aviator.
0110 - Started feeling depressed and imprisoned to my complete lack of being able to talk to anyone else in this city about my sexual orientation and related issues.
0125 - Started feeling depressed and imprisoned to my complete lack of being able to talk to anyone else in this city about my sexual orientation and related issues.
0140 - Started feeling depressed and imprisoned to my complete lack of being able to talk to anyone else in this city about my sexual orientation and related issues.
0145 - Stopped the movie.
0146 - Told my friend that I am in love with a woman.
0147 - Started telling him a story about how I fell in love with her, ended up telling her, and she said that she is not interested, and how I am still not over her.
0220 - He asks me what is her name.
0221 - Start of first very long, very uncomfortable, very playing with my hair and avoiding eye contact, silence.
0230 - I tell him it gets more interesting.
0231 - Start of second very long, very uncomfortable, very playing with my hair and avoiding eye contact, silence.
0240 - I tell him that I told him this story to tell him that I am actually gay.
0241 - Start of third very long, very uncomfortable, very playing with my hair and avoiding eye contact, silence.
0255 - He starts talking to me about how it is natural and how it might be because I am too used to women, or maybe coz I watch too much porn. In a way a very normal way of saying that maybe I think I am gay but I may not be.
0310 - I interrupt him and tell him that I am gay and that I am ok with him.
0311 - He told me that he is completely ok with it.
0312 - We talked.
0420 - We realized that nothing has changed and we are still the same.
0450 - I went to sleep.
1220 - Got up.
1245 - Other friends started joining us.
1330 - Went out for breakfast.
1345 - Went with friends to watch the sea from different vantage points for long periods of time.
1700 - Started off for home.
1750 - Got back home.
1752 - Said my salaams to everyone and went to my room to get ready.
1850 - Left for meeting up, for the first time, with a gay guy I know.
1930 - He actually showed up and did not ditch me like I am used to.
1940 - Went for a drive.
2020 - Had tea and coffee.
2110 - Dropped him back after a completely wonderful meeting.
2249 - Blogged
There is a lot more distilled psychosis in the weekend story, but I am going to spare you guys the agony of having to go through my brain. Have a wonderful Monday.
posted by Jalal @ 22:49
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